I don’t mean to get emotional, but I can’t help it. Things are going on in my personal life, and I don’t know how to deal. Friends are going through tough times, some more than others. I don’t know the answers, but all I can offer is what I know is right in my life, and my prayers.
What do you do when a close friend seems to have pushed you away? You’ve known them for such a long time, but when life gets difficult for them, and they don’t talk to you, how are you supposed to help? Is it because maybe they don’t want to burden you with problems they think are trivial, when they really aren’t? How can you show them how much you worry about them, at times more than yourself?
I know people change. However, I don’t think I could accept that my long-time friend won’t open up to me anymore. What would really bust my bubble is to find out that my friend is talking to anybody and everybody except me. But, would I have the right to be mad? I don’t think so, and I can’t help but feel really guilty for feeling that way.
So many concerns, and yet I’m so very vague. I’m sorry I can’t spill everything – I have to maintain some privacy. *sigh*